At a Place Between Here and There-

When the storm breaks through
The roof will come crashing down
The rain will flow in; I’ll try to swim up
But I can’t figure where to begin

I just want to sleep now
And tomorrow may be better
Because here I know love, here I know time
Here I can spin 10 pennies from a dime

The man holding his watch is smiling 
The people watching him are crying
And the one standing on the bridge that spans between the two
Is dying

You’re train carried me across the waters
Only to find there was nothing but the same on the other side
So I swam back across and still to this day
I sit and draw pictures down by that bay

I hope on my grave they won’t just write “young”
To everything a shade of blue
As I write as I sleep
I will not come back to you
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Sun Burned Lawns-

In a dark lit alley in the city
The hypnotic glow of neon lights
A girl skips to be pretty
In the dark of city nights

Walk through the tavern door
And take a hard look at the scene
But it’s just as it was before
Nobody wants to be seen

Stagger back to your castle
Standing tall in the clouds
If it’s not too much of a hassle
Please try not to be loud

Off a dirt road too close to the city
The wondrous glow of the moon
In a back yard a girl begs for pity
But her father had come home too soon

Walk through the tavern door
And take a hard look at the scene
But it’s just as it was before
Nobody wants to be seen

Stagger back to your castle
Where a forest once grew
If it’s not too much of a hassle 
Your lawn reminds me of you
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A Tune Better Hummed (or if you see Kay)

Listen my child and you shall hear
In my mind I quench that with fear
Are you going? Are you coming?
Rest assured I’m only humming

Founders of things to be torn down 
Open your heart and let in the sound
Opaque as you only thought you were
Listing all the problems you have with her

Jackass jabbed me in my back
Elephants float by in packs
Really wish it weren’t a knife
Kings can have whatever life

Have you looked inside the package?
Are you just gonna leave the wreckage?
Tip your bartender; he’s stuck with you
Eclipse this ellipsis it’s just not true
 
Lizards of men manifest in line
Intent on the invasion of mind
Are you going? Are you coming?
Rest assured I’m only humming
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Late Nights and Money-

Up a carpeted staircase from a building
Straight out of 2086
Lies a sanctuary to those who wait 
For a hole in their soul to fix

You sing and you dance 
With people you do not know
You laugh and you drink
And you don’t need to think
Just watching the garden grow

Small smoky rooms filled with laughter and song 
Flashing bright lights
Knowing at home they’re waiting by the phone
I want to party all night

I wonder if this little smoky room 
Could maybe dry up his tears
It sure would help in this
Land of the rising fears

The air is cold, but the people are getting warm

You sing and you dance 
With people you do not know
You laugh and you drink
And you don’t need to think
Just watching the garden grow

A little girl I once knew from my childhood
I though I saw
In restless dreams a thousand seems
There is no law
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The Ocean Song-

Streams on a mountain
Green life flourishes up high
Cool breeze, summer air

The dying ask for water
Because they know it brings life

Tranquil streams over waterfalls
Become raging rivers of strife

That flow and build 
And may fall again

Until they reach 
Where they began 

Vast boundless oceans
Sanctuary to lonely 
Lost in the unknown

The dying ask for water 
Because it cleans away strife

Been in the ocean for awhile
Time to move on with life

And the sun, the pretty sun
Pries from the safe ocean 

Reminds you what it’s like
Fills you with emotion

Streams on a mountain
Green life flourishes up high
Cool breeze, summer air
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Inner Peace, Outer Rage-

Robots weep on a charred hill
Remembering what could have been
One of them takes a book like a pill
Numbing the cold within

Thinking the pain had been cleansed away
He forced the others to try
All of them slept, day by day
And when they woke up they’d died

Over the lake I cast my stare
They watch from behind but I don’t care
Once I asked the sky—did we think we could lie?
Brothers against brothers—taking away all I had prized

Many years later a soul awoke
The echoes rumbled over the crowd
The heart of the world had been shaken
For his voice had been loud

A band of ignorance began to follow him
But to his brothers he said no
Up to the lies you must stand
But stand up you must alone

They dispersed and went about their lives
Remembering what had been said
My hope is sincerely that you won’t
See any with lies covering their heads

Over the lake I cast my stare
They watch from behind but I don’t care
Once I asked the sky—did we think we could lie?
Brothers against brothers—taking away all I had prized
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Song of a Flower-

I see a flower reaching up
Through a crack in the street
Just content to be, oh little life
You look happy to greet

Blue pedals whisper to me
My song please forget never
Blossom through snow may thou
Bloom and grow forever

The wind blew hard 
And the rain fell violently 
But the flower stood strong 
And took what had come, ever so silently

But the winter had been too harsh 
And by spring’s first day
Where a flower once stood
There was only a child at play

I woke up one day
And scolded the child
Remembering only my flower

That was a mistake 
For the child knew as I
And together we wept for an hour

And still to this day
I sit down by the bay
Singing the song of a flower
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Music-

Listen children and you will sing
The song of a thousand silent wings

Flying to a place we can only hear

Open your eyes teen and you will listen
To a world of lies that will have you wishing

For a castle in the sky that makes us whole
Built on the emotions of a thousand souls

Open up your hearts people and you will hear
A thousand joys
A thousand tears 
An emotion called hate
No, an emotion called fear

But love is near
Love is here
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A “Conflict” For The Ages-

Sage brush, dirt and rocks
A carved out river gorge
Sit and enjoy the fresh air
Watching the ants forage

Your mind asks what you’re doing
Your heart says just walking around
Enjoying the day, far away
Listening to no sound

Then a violent tremor begins
The ground shakes and splits
Soldiers pour from underneath
In bunkers the enemy sits

That’s when the fighting begins
It looks the government had you all along
Explosions and screams erupt on the scene
Suddenly you’re facing a gun

He pulls the trigger without any
Second thoughts
Suddenly your back, as it was before
The battle in your mind was fought

You’re anger comes out loud 
Because even here you see
From the foraging ant’s mistakes 
You still are not free
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Sakura and Scotch-

A leafless branch floats gently
On a surface as serene as her beauty
Long since left has her leafs
And joined the ground behind my feet

A guitar strikes a chord
Man I wish I was bored
Then there’d always be time
To keep you inside of my mind

I’ve got a secret that’s true
And I’ll tell it only to you
If everything happens for a reason
Changed why hasn’t the season?

The snowflake lands on my nose
Right in front of my eyes
Still I stare at the water
The water shows me the skies

I got high but that’s ok
It wisps the bad spirits away
Nothing wrong with once in a while
It keeps me free from denial

A leafless branch floats gently
On a surface as serene as her beauty
Long since left has her leafs
And joined the ground behind my feet

City streets and shady trees
Light of a sunset shines on me
Tall buildings, lights on chilly nights
I understand now, I’ve seen enough sights

The words keep flowing from my pen
I don’t really know who, or what, I am

A leafless branch floats gently
On a surface as serene as her beauty
Long since left has her leafs
And joined the ground behind my feet
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Several Haiku by Which to Ponder the Wonders of Water Reflecting the Sun’s Rays (in chronological order)-

The east winds blowing
Snowy pines on a mountain
A cold cave inside

Sunset o’er mountains
Doors that open but won’t close
Green by which I lay

Crisp of leafs in fall
The peace of beauty in spring
Rains are here today

Pink blossoms for thought
The asphalt steams after rain
Windy, grassy hills

Shady, grassy hills
A fox yawns as he stretches 
Greets morn with a smile
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I’m the One You Can’t Hear-

Listen to the flight of a dove
Signing a song about love
I feel like I’ve been here before
Please open the back door

Let a light breeze through here
Let it light up my fears
If a spider is scaling the wall
I’ll take care to make sure he won’t fall

I’m the one you can’t hear
Filling the sounds without tear
Drowned out by those who know fear
But still I’d like to stay near

He planted a seed that never grew
He fed it with hollow cries from you
Dancing around a pond of fears
He died ‘cause he drowned in tears

Playing my guitar without strings
Playing a silence that stings

I’m the one you can’t hear
Just a void in your ear
Blown-out speakers that wait
For those who stayed out too late
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Colors-

The flashing colors in front of me
Define who I am and who I should be
I fly up this spectrum of light
Only to find that white was too bright

So I fall and on my way
I thought I heard you say
Run on

Colors got me everything 
Colors ride an endless ring
In the land of colors, no one in king
Colors taught me how to sing

All these things outside my head
Pounding on, making me dread
I close my eyes, only to find
The colors are enough to make me go blind

If I’ve died once then I’ve died twice
I cannot see though these lies
If I were a color I’d be
The color of the soul of a tree

Colors got me everything
Colors wear a diamond ring
In the land of colors, reflection is king
Colors taught me how to sing
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Rusty Fields-

Hardwood floors and concrete walls
Circling around my feet
Green trees, fog and mountain halls
So this is where we meet

All this projected in my brain
From a basement radio signal
I can’t feel your blindness or pain
I’m numb enough to crumble

Light shines on moss 
Just like it shines on me
Endless caverns deep underground
All of this to be

Oh, rusty wheels
Oh, golden fields

Wooden boxes on west-bound trains
Leaving tracks of steel
Listen hard on country lanes 
This is how I feel

Asphalt lots at an industrial site
Factories of steel
The streets are warm this time of night
This is how I feel

Oh, rusty fields
Oh, golden wheels
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Frightened Only by the Uncertain Inevitability-

Restless streetlights shine through rain
This car’s headlights search in vain
It lightnings once, but it thunders twice 
One for the fire and one for the ice

Standing in line to run away
Run and run ‘till yesterday
Pick up a ticket and drop off a frown
For this I’ve been looking all over town

Restless streetlights search in vain
This car’s headlights shine through rain
It thunders once, but lightnings twice
One for the fire and one for the ice

I’ll take this ticket and show you what to do
I’m gonna take this ticket and tear it in two
Not gonna let this shit get to me
Gonna give it all up and run on free
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Floating Cars in a Dark Ally Waited Nervously-

A city of the future, or was it today
High in the clouds

Floats above the desert

I work until nine
It’s always dark down here

Listen to the chatter above
And see sadness below

Locked up in fear

Emotionless for years

Fog in a chain link fence cold air tires to spare
Darker than a trash bag harder than a sandbag holding back a flood of despair
Close your eyes, your body’s covered in pins and needles don’t make a move
Open up your eyes your body’s covered in lies

A city of the future, or was it today
High in the clouds

Floats above the desert

I work until nine
It’s always dark down here

Listen to the chatter above
And see sadness below

Locked up in fear

Emotionless for years

The moon is rising and I’m capsizing not realizing why
I have listened and my heart’s wishing no matter I still can’t cry
Anywhere I go I can’t get the plant to grow
This is where my ends meet underneath a night street
Gone in a heart beat


A city of the future
Or was it today
High in the clouds

Floats above the desert

I work until nine
Its always dark down here

Listen to the chatter above
And see sadness below

Locked up in fear

Emotionless for years
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Lilacs-

Every spring the lilacs will bloom
Light purple and green reminds I’ll be home soon

The rains will fall, the quails will call
It feels all in all, it’s been a lifetime since fall

No matter how cold you get
No matter how alone I sit
No matter how deep we’ll swim
There’ll always be time to begin

Toss a penny in a pond of thoughts
Need a few? I’ve got lots

In one sense I want to move away 
But I got no place better to stay

Still on black ice I slip
And stand up with bleeding lip

This heat is too much to bear
Damnit, it’s only fair

She’ll harden you’re heart with that stare
And that’s when it all starts to tear

Every spring the lilacs will bloom
Light purple and green reminds I’ll be home soon

No matter how cold you get
No matter how alone I sit
No matter how deep we’ll swim
There’ll always be time to begin

Every spring the lilacs will bloom
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Light and Motion-

Running down a dark narrow tunnel
Deep beneath the ground
The space around me is going faster 
But the world slows down

Two tones playing in my head
They keep me on the run
Grey and blue are flowing through me
Like the restless heart of the sun

Backwards, awkward, brokenly
Black light starts to say
Upside, downside, sideways on walls
A distorted cosmic ray

The forest starts to close the day
A word out to those who prey
All of her children are still at play
And a sunset lights the way

Two tones playing in my head
They keep me on the run
Grey and blue are flowing through me
Like the restless heart of the sun
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The Sway of the Pines-

The cool autumn breeze caught me falling
The rays through the trees caught me crying

I lie down to rest
But that’s not for the best
Think I’ll walk on and on

All the memories of things to come
Flying, come back to me
Not many places for a dreamer these days
But I think I’ve found a place I can stay

The sway of the pines on a cool autumn day
Quells my restless soul
The pictures I’d drawn—down by the bay
The colors bleed on and on
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